ROOT CANAL TREATMENT

Root canal treatment is one of the treatments offered by dentist in order to save the badly injured tooth. In my own word , I can conclude that RCT is treating the very small injured area, using the small instrument  to put small medicament and material, in the small cavity access with the small chances of successful  but really need very big patience, concentration and skills.

Aku tak tahu lagi in future bagaimana,tapi buat masa sekarang it really does not suit me very well. Tapi still it is part of dental student requirement.Practical endodontic baru saja berakhir dan I can feel all the pressure, stress, and tiredness in doing it.Terus,  aku set-kan dalam conscious mind, sah-sah benda alah ni aku siapkan akhir sekali.

Tapi, tak tahula, adakah ini rezeki atau ujian tuhan tapi aku yakin ada hikmah disebaliknya, baru-baru ni accidently, aku dapat case ni free-free je depan mata macam bulan jatuh ke riba.pluuup gitu. In one part of my heart very greatful n happy, at least boleh fulfill satu requirement. Tapi, another part lagi, rasa macam tak nak ambil je kes ni sebab that great and big patience, concentration, and skills that I mentioned above are still not here. Therefore, a big room of uncertain and hesitant is there in me.

Bila fikir masak-masak, ada satu perasaan ingin challenge dii sendiri untuk buat sesuatu yang mencabar, tapi …am I digging a grave to my patient? Surely akan sangat sedih and menangis bila fikirkan ini.Patient put all the trsut when he call me Dr. (eventhough, im still not) and with the hope that I can do good and no harm to him. But, can I just take the case just to challenge myself??OMG!! what am I doing??with all the thinking in my mind I cannot show my confidence to my patient and that is the things that I am very afraid of and dislike most about myself.

So now, should I proceed the case, or should I give up and transfer the patient?hope god will show me the best thing to do..

menjaga hati...

lama kot dah tak post..topic hari ini hati.Pernahkah terfikir bagaimana cara terbaik untuk jaga hati orang dan simultaneously hati sendiri.Susah kot.Tak boleh ke kedua-duanya dipreserve tanpa perlukan pengorbanan.Secara peribadinya, saya tak suka bila ada yang berkecil hati dengan saya.Atas dasar itu,selalu je terfikir saya akan sedaya upaya tidak akan berkecil hati dengan orang lain kerana saya tak nak orang lain gelisah disebabkan saya.Tetapi malangnya,apabila kita memang melaui sesuatu kejadian yang memang menyebabkan kita rasa kecil hati sangat,maka bagaimana lagi kita nak nafikan perasaan itu.uishhh...inilah yang saya katakan antara menjaga hati sendiri dan orang lain.Kalau kita pilih untuk menjaga hati sendiri, kita akan show kan sangat, `hey you..you did wrong to me and i hurt because of you!`Bagi dia rasa sikit and importantly sedar yang dia memang buat salah dan plz be aware!!next time,plz dont do this to me again.That is quite a good      technique but kadang-kadang fikir,kesian juga pada orang tu.Terutamanya apabila dia kadang-kadang takdela sengaja sangat(tapi unsur sengaja still ada).Tapi, bagaimana pula kalau kita korbankan hati kita.Biar hati tu bengkak sorang-sorang dan pendam je.So that, orang bersalah tu, takkan rasa bersalah.Which one u will choose.It is so kind if we can put ourselve into the second choice.But,ohhhh for me i really cannot.I really cannot do it. so, at the end of the day still akan menyebabkan orang bersalah itu sedar yang dia memang bersalah.i just can promise that i will always forgive and forget.Tetapi,certain period of time,need my own time..