Root canal treatment is one of the treatments offered by
dentist in order to save the badly injured tooth. In my own word , I can
conclude that RCT is treating the very small injured area, using the small
instrument to put small medicament and
material, in the small cavity access with the small chances of successful but really need very big patience, concentration
and skills.
Aku tak tahu lagi in future bagaimana,tapi buat masa
sekarang it really does not suit me very well. Tapi still it is part of dental
student requirement.Practical endodontic baru saja berakhir dan I can feel all
the pressure, stress, and tiredness in doing it.Terus, aku set-kan dalam conscious mind, sah-sah
benda alah ni aku siapkan akhir sekali.
Tapi, tak tahula, adakah ini rezeki atau ujian tuhan tapi
aku yakin ada hikmah disebaliknya, baru-baru ni accidently, aku dapat case ni
free-free je depan mata macam bulan jatuh ke riba.pluuup gitu. In one part of
my heart very greatful n happy, at least boleh fulfill satu requirement. Tapi,
another part lagi, rasa macam tak nak ambil je kes ni sebab that great and big
patience, concentration, and skills that I mentioned above are still not here. Therefore,
a big room of uncertain and hesitant is there in me.
Bila fikir masak-masak, ada satu perasaan ingin challenge
dii sendiri untuk buat sesuatu yang mencabar, tapi …am I digging a grave to my
patient? Surely akan sangat sedih and menangis bila fikirkan ini.Patient put
all the trsut when he call me Dr. (eventhough, im still not) and with the hope
that I can do good and no harm to him. But, can I just take the case just to
challenge myself??OMG!! what am I doing??with all the thinking in my mind I cannot
show my confidence to my patient and that is the things that I am very afraid
of and dislike most about myself.
So now, should I proceed the case, or should I give up and
transfer the patient?hope god will show me the best thing to do..
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